Thursday, October 1, 2015

worthless

I have lost myself
within walls of sorrow,
a box I can't seem to escape
as they spread further apart
I'm not sure where it begins or ends

Expectations and delusions commonly
intertwined and thrown at me
in the form of a fireball
catching me aflame,
burning me to the core,
I thrash around in pain
while being told I'm not
acting like myself

I am a conflicted man

No matter where my desires lay
they seem to be out of reach,
Simple or complicated,
close or far away,
I reach out for a help
only to find
apologetic letters
that were never written,
feeling worthless as
I stare at blank pages



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